Why?
Matthew Sutton

"Why...?"

I'm not the best person
The perfect christian, I am not
But she, she was my love
She used to be, "all I got."

But now she has left me
And in your name no less
So now I look to you
I hear you know what's best

So Lord tell me this
Was it you who spoke to her
The angel I miss
Did you instruct her, to go and do this.

To walk out of my life
The one I still love
My angel...
My would-be wife.

Lord I'm angry
But with whom I know not
With you or her
Now... "what do I got?"

I have to turn to you now
Maybe that was your plot
To take her away
And step in her spot.

Maybe you got jealous
And took her away
For me not loving you
The way I loved her everyday.

But Lord, I am sorry
That I mean deeply
For hurting you like I did
And treating you so cheaply.

I saw her as a gift
Put here for me
I never wanted to love her
I just thought it was meant to be.

Please bring her back
I will be a better man
For you and for her
That is my plan.

But thats a long journey
People don't change on the fly
It takes awhile to do it
But now, I can only ask... "Why?"